I thought of you today
when I walked past false lights glowing
remembering soft touches in the snow
the way my yearning would grow
laughs pushed out with ecstatic force
Magnetic wanting
You were clasped in a place quite foreign to me
Your eyes had a calmness that I couldn't relate to.

I wanted to know you so hard that I forgot why
And you became nothing but a want, to me.
I wish it were not so.